Dear Reader,
This has gotten out of hand. How do I possibley like him? WHY do i possibley like him? This just isnt fair to her or him. because i know that half heartedly I can not give my all to Ty. Yes, I like him very much and I hope someday we can go out. But I cant help but like him. He's the flirtatious boy that everyone can't help but fall for. So what if he's my ex..and my friends future boyfriend? I cant deny my heart of its rights. So in the end i have to give in. I'll talk to him. I'll flirt with him and hug him in the hallways. But I will never admit that I like him. I will never mess things up with my friend ever. I'll help them get together but secretly I'll be dying inside. Because my heart lusts for him to be mine. I can tell him things i cant tell anyone else. This has gotten out of hand.
